I built the Recode out of a chapter of my own life I would not wish on any senior leader. A role that looked right on paper. Title, comp, scope, all aligned. Privately, an operating model that had quietly stopped working: making decisions for everyone, carrying responsibility no one had formally given me, and telling myself it would settle down after the next quarter.
It didn't settle down. It ended in severe pneumonia and roughly a full year spent rebuilding my lungs. The doctors were precise about the cause: chronic stress, in a job that no longer fit the person I had become.
That year is what eventually became a TEDx talk and the reason I rebuilt this work as a structured recalibration, not another coaching program. The leaders I take on now usually arrive at the same edge I did - useful, respected, and quietly running out of road. The Recode exists so you don't have to learn what I learned the way I learned it.